muhahaha well to start is how dam hard it is for me to just go the dmv to get a lience well to stat with that i have a birth certificet thats was messed up by the very evil doctors tht brought out to the world. Now to just get a new one i have to have my dad help get it for me but it has to go though wastion dc to just get a new one. give me a fliping break ever one eles can just go to town hall an get one easy but me i have to jump though a millon places just get some where. but now the year i was gone for like the whole year was my hell on earth the dam hospital didnt help me for crap i had to sign my self out my self to get the hell out what dam hospital let some one yell at some one there god dam it was the number one place i can say i would like to see blo up in the bigest exposion. i tell u if the mental hospitals are supose to be like that then i hope i die sooner cause its not right to be rude an mean to a person trying to get help. for god sake what is with thigs that does with the mental health in the world its like no one i nthe hospitals know how to treat people with a disablity if the world see those with a disability like there were not human then hell i say kill me now with something naturel so i can say i can live better i nthe after life. i seem to have bad luck about an i personely thing that other conturies treat people better. this country seem to need so much work an needs to catch up with the rest of the world on the stuff on mattered. my life was one thing after another people say something is hard an yet i dont see it like that an i seen how everone say i can do somthing yet do nothing about.. i have people say many thing an yet do nt prove to me at all. personel i may not do what i may say at that time but dam i do it.. i had no place to livefor a dam wekk an had a great freind to help me out as my family just let me be homeless about an yet i even get a town repensentive tell me to go an livelike a home less about as well what the dam hell people think about being on the streets god as my witness i shall have my revenge one day, cause i say i want to have revenge on the ideas that people tell me this crap an treat me like crap dam i am smart enough to come up with a dam plasma wepon like in halo. hell if i can i coul make sweet money easy... now if i can come up with the idea of how to get it to work right with out killing myself in the procces which wont bug me at all. now that i have seen what crap this world has i wouldnt care what the hell my health maybe i personely think theres not much peoplethat could care at all..after what i have gone though .. hell on earth , lost loves, almost seeming uncaring family .. hmm.. i think thats all tho all i have dealt with can really.. well if u read this all i am happy that u have read my rant an can see how evil my life is. but for me it make me wish at time to just die one day...-_- wow that hospital srew me up hasnt it i think i be happy to see it blow up after all.. muhahaha ^_^ well ty for reading my rant an my most longest journal